chasethe1uwant

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-11-19T14:32:00

2009-11-19T19:31:22Z

if you are ever in Worcester MA
go to Biagio's bar and grille on park ave.
it is a small 2nd or 3rd generation itailian place
it is not fancy (table cloth is plastic)
and eat lots of their bread because the home made dipping sauce is also amazing
order chicken piccata or veal if you like that
it is the best chicken piccata ever.
it makes me so happy
i want some right now

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-11-01T19:58:00

2009-11-02T00:59:17Z

someone call me tomorrow and make sure i'm ok

Writer's Block: Forgive and forget?

2009-10-26T22:32:19Z

Do you tend to forgive and forget or hold grudges? What is the longest you've ever stayed angry with someone? Is there anything the other person could say or do to win back your friendship and trust?

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i hold grudges for the stuff i consider dumb or major
almost a year
there is really nothing that can be said,
i just have to miss them

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-10-22T21:43:00

2009-10-23T01:55:54Z

i got a 4.0 for the term.
and a 3.47 as my overall GPA
i worked so hard for it, I am so happy.
so now I know I can handle:
a boyfriend, a dog, a part time job, a club, and a part part time job.

this term will be different in
I will not have a crew commitment
(must officially quit, because I can not do spring)
I do not know if I will be working more hours
I will try to be involved with a different club
I will be walking that lady's dog everyday
I need to get a lot of presents because of the holidays, birthdays,
and my soon to be sister in laws bridal shower, and the wedding itself
and I will only have one joke class not two
lastly, my two real classes have the same professor
which if i like him will be fantastic, if he does not work for me, it will be tragic
I hope I keep the momentum of good grades going

I will be filling out more stuff for summer internships
I need to save in case I need to sublet a place so I can have my dog
he makes me soooo happy.

it is taking forever to get my room back to the condition it was originally in

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-10-16T11:59:00

2009-10-16T17:15:29Z

so i dont know if i wrote this before
but i got into a fender bender with a car that had a strong fender
his car's fender was slightly miss aligned, but it did not have a bump
this is because my low to the ground car went under his fender
so my actual bumper got damaged very little.
the bottom to middle of my bumper is basically perfectly fine
my hood got fucked.
the coolant came out so a hose or the radiator itself is fucked.
my car is old, was shitty when we bought it,
and has had to have alot of repairs over the years
the insurance company says its totaled
fuck my life!

no idea how much money they are going to give
car was not worth alot
so we'll see what its replacement is like
im going to try to get in a VW
cause that is where its at

Writer's Block: Happy go lucky

2009-10-15T01:50:10Z

Do you believe some people are more fortunate than others or do you think people create their own luck? In your opinion, are some people cursed?

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no one is cursed. some people are lazy
like my roommate.
who plays fucking WOW all day for hours
and wonders why he gets bad grades
then convinces himself he did everything he could
and something is just wrong with his thought process
he tried EVERYTHING and just couldnt get it
though he didnt go to tutors, didnt use all the online resources, didnt talk to the very kind and patient professor, didnt ask me for help when it mattered.
but he did EVERYTHING and for some unknown reason things arent working out
fucking bullshit
anyone who thinks they are cursed or has bad luck
needs to grow the fuck up and take some god damned responsibility for their lives

my english class has been a god send
i dont think so much time should have been spent on writing back in the day
or ready silly novels that barely mattered and are only still alive because of historical content
why did we not read more of the philosophers, the great writers, the journals of the people who advanced out world
i want to take out so many books now and just read and read and read
learn all of what they all had to say
to be a filter, and make my own philosophy on life.
i might by the second volume of this work just to read.
if you want essays about the American Dream and about revolutionizing the world around you, and how to make things better or learn who is making things worse and why
"American Ground; vistas, visions, and revisions"

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-10-14T08:05:00

2009-10-14T12:20:08Z

Finals week
one down two to go.
It should be interesting
i'm on the border line between A and B in my classes
(once again, my school does not do pluses or minuses
something I do not think so highly of anymore.
I think it should be a freshman year only thing these days,
But once you cross that borderline a nice 4.0 will be fantastic)
so im really hoping and working for an A
Did I mention I am sick
poop

I am sort of looking at 2 bedroom apartments on craigslist
I like my guys but I'm not sure if I can keep living with them
I think I am going to tell them in January that if certain things dont change
I can not keep my sanity and be there.
They are little things so maybe I am being picky
but I cant help it
I dont like their pile of dishes so large I can not do my own
I dont like how they leave lights on constantly
I dont like how two of them have their own fridges in their rooms (big energy waster)
I do not like that only me and on other kid does the garbage every week
I hate how they do not pick up after themselves so the table has a layer of grime on it, tons of dishes with food left on it, one kids room has half eaten food EVERYWHERE (once a piece of pizza was on this chair of his for two weeks), and why are there always socks in the hallway?
And I honestly can not stand how one of these kids whines about his life all the time, when everything he complains about is solely in his control. no other person can affect the things he complains about but him. and he is a fucking lying coward. and it makes me dislike him, but he is a good kid despite that. but I hate people who lie over stupid shit, atleast let it be worth while.

the 2 bedroom would only work if my friend Courtney stayed going to school next year
and wanted to live with me and my dog
anthony sometimes talks about how we should get one
but that is not happening so soon
and my family would never go for that.

my dog does not like finals week and has peed inside twice
but i also think he might be sick because he has been extremely sensitive lately

Happy Birthday Jamie House

2009-10-04T20:19:41Z

today I received my first gold medal
or any medal for that matter

i coxed an eight
i yelled things a lot
i yelled at another boat

towards the end it got a little sketchy
but oh well

my day was good until around 3:30ish

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-09-29T11:53:00

2009-09-29T16:00:15Z

life is still good.
Because I didn't get my rent checks till sunday
i didn't go to the bank till today
hopefully they clear in time.

uh, i really do not have alot to say

my doggy is good.
my room is getting messy.
i need to go shopping for food
and i'm almost 1000 miles over where i needed to get an oil change.

i dont think i have alot to do today or for the rest of the week

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-09-24T10:26:00

2009-09-24T14:26:15Z

people need alot to do in their day
and responsibilities.

i have more to do these days than ever before
and i am so happy
it has alot to do with the dog
but knowing you are making the most of your time and doing the best you can
really helps how you feel

cody will make internships harder over the summer
if i get one
i really want one.
alot of the places i went to said they do the electronic aspect of things
for the stuff i was interested in
(there was a career fair yesterday, pointless because you still have to go online for everything)
this was a major push for the electrical engineering minor.

it seems like everyone is doing well for the most part which gives me piece of mind

i feel like things are back on track with anthony over all
it got a little rocky there for a bit
but i think thats over.
i hope it lasts awhile, we are both very emotional and smart people with big personailities
so i should have been aware that there had to be clashing at one time or another

i have an essay ish to write.

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-09-15T21:56:00

2009-09-16T02:02:28Z

do you ever have days where you want to stab someone
i really do.
fuck.

im tired and my head hurts
my tummy hurts
i dont do anything else but i need to

fuck.

my dog is whining though he was let out

i wish my best friend here wasnt a guy
cause we cant just live in an apartment me and him
it would be weird to everyone.
but we go to bed around the same time,
and live in a similiar style.

i get more antisocial by the day.
i really want to blow something up

i need to change my email on this
and write my resume
fuck this shit

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-09-13T22:24:00

2009-09-14T02:24:39Z

when they first moved in one of my roommates said you needed alot of spatulas and ladels because they are plastic and melt to the pans
that has never happened in my household before
he has destroyed 2 spatulas so far
its been less than a month

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-09-08T08:15:00

2009-09-08T12:17:37Z

hmm, it looks really small here.
i hope everyone will be able to read it.
so true.
and probably will be for more than a few people that read this.

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-09-05T19:59:00

2009-09-06T00:01:43Z

i dont feel well
i'll keep you updated if i get swine flu

i miss my friends

2009-09-04T01:40:27Z

dearest friends,

i love you above all others because of everything "wrong" with you
everything that you have ever over self analyzed about, are the things that endear me to you.
the reasons that other kids aren't that close to you, are the things that make me want to be closer
you are all so special to me. i know i will never meet people like you ever again.
your cares, your aspirations, the extreme degree of your varying emotions,
just being so yourself and so real.
i will always be there when you need me

that is why I love you.

Writer's Block: Thanks to Technology…

2009-08-27T01:38:53Z

What are some things you can do today because of technology that you couldn't do five years ago?

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farmville

Writer's Block: Tips for a Beautiful Body

2009-08-24T13:29:13Z

What’s your best tip for a beautiful body?

Sponsored by Body by Victoria® from Victoria's Secret.

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love yourself.

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-08-20T09:01:00

2009-08-20T13:11:30Z

post some entries mother duckers

FYE in another state, something new but not at the same time
the pay is better
but that is because Mass has a high minimum wage
but the manager gave me 20 cents higher
YAY

in other news
school is getting ever closer
i have most of my books

jealousy will be the end of me

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-08-15T12:13:00

2009-08-15T16:27:06Z

it's funny what growing up to fast makes you think is kids stuff
things that may sound cool or new to others
just seems dumb and boring and really not worth the time.
i was offered perkiset(sp?) yesterday.
i feel like i have abused my brain way too much
and i really like the brain cells i have left.
ive done decent in life and school so far
but ive been thinking lately i might have even done better
if i let my brain develop a little more before fucking it
and i had some fun, but it wasnt worth my future at all
even if its just 2 minutes more studying than i need
or one second more to make a decision.
this is my life.

i miss people.
im coming home sunday to monday to see my sister
and my mom and dad and hope
i feel so bad about hope
im going to get her a trendmill for christmas
that way she can lose weight and my mom cant say
the dog isnt cause she was too tired to walk it

cody is doing very well
i will be working very part time at the FYE up here
i kind of still really hate the company
but with the economy like it is
i dont have any other choice
and it is better than nothing
i hope it works out

i am so excited for the crew season to start.
i really really hope i will be able to handle
school
crew
work
and taking care of cody
that is a lot of time
but im taking an english and history course
and only one real course
so i hope it works out
wish me luck

i miss and love you hudson valley
mostly just pine bush and its inhabitants
oh yea, i got a new phone and can be contacted again
not that that is why i havent been but oh well

anthony and i are very similiar
in that we are overly emotional
and quick to say whatever we want
matter the consequence
but because were both like it
feelings do not get hurt actually

Writer's Block: Unlikely Benefactor

2009-08-09T17:47:37Z

Congratulations! You won a million dollars but you have to give it all away. How will you distribute the money?

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Animal organizations.
Varying from shelter funds to wildlife rescue
to preserving woodlands.

then children organization.
more for abused children and children that need adopting
IN AMERICA!

then scientific research for diseases
diabetes, and affordable drugs for AIDS
because magic johnson should have died along time ago
but because he's rich my sister told me they found his personal cocktail of drugs
and now he has little to no trace of the disease.
while children are dying for no reason because there dad works hard all day
yet makes so little money

dog training is odd

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-08-07T11:24:00

2009-08-07T15:52:01Z

summer is fantastic.
the boy and i are still doing well
it's all real relationshippy and not exciting really
but it fits if you know what i mean
and we are always working on improving and making things better
which is good and productive

cody makes my day all the time
the vet spelled his name codey
my mom says i should have them change it
but i really do not care
technically i still have not given my landlord the form that says i have him
but i'm not really worried about it
if he says i cant have him, i will tell him i definitely will not sign on for the next year
or tell anyone about him
which he asks for all the time.
obiedence classes are pretty cool
i cant wait to have him do cool stuff
right now we are working up to sitting on call 100% of the time

i feel like if i had volunteered at a animal shelter t would look better
on a resume than just taking care of a dog.
but i have been thinking of ways to bring him up
and what it shows about me.

i miss my friends
i have made little effort to spend time with the friends i have up here
that are actually here
all anti social and what not.
but i want my friends from home
when i left i knew i probably wouldnt get to see them
and that they werent going to come up here
people are busy i know, and i am far
and there are lots of other people back home to spend your time with
and i cant say i know if i would really travel that far for most people.

i have a job walking two dogs for $15 for half an hour, little dogs that are nice
and the fye up here called me
though im not sure they will take me since i will not work in fall
but i can work alot during winter
the woman whose dogs i walk, is having knee surgery during my fall break
and needs me to walk the dogs twice a day then
that is between 115 - 210 untaxed dollars
so i might not be coming home then either
would you pass up that opportunity when you have almost no money?

i keep thinking i should volunteer somewhere with the last few weeks i have left
but i have yet to call anywhere
my knees have been hurting alot lately
the club is still going on and going well
the coach i worked with all last month got a job at a different school
and it sucks because i was kind of hoping to work with him this year
we worked very well together, and he is a cool and sensible guy.
i knew his hand signals and learned what he meant when he said certain things
so that fucking blows for me.
i wonder if he is going to move because its URI
that stinks

by the way
living on your own
is fucking amazing
no one bothers you
at all ever
i am never annoyed

Update on my Life

2009-07-29T21:01:10Z

my dog is well.
when he sleeps he freaks me out
because his eye rolls to the back of his head.
he is expensive.
but this is what happens with the initial cost.
after this vet visit, i just need to buy him food.
well actually, tick/flea preventative and his heart worm preventative.
the vet charges so much, i am going to buy them online.
after this I can give my landlord his papers and everything will be set.
i am excited for obedience classes, and having him do exactly what I say
maybe i will be able to transfer it to crew lol

speaking of crew, my club thing is going well.
i had a good time today, i get to practice things with them
they say I do a good job, but they are also extremely nice people
so we will see once the season starts
i am thinking that i will start working out soon.
not alot but just my cardio.
I eat alot of bacon and eggs and things not good for you.
and I want to show the rowers that i am trying also
that if the cox is taking the time to workout, when all i am supposed to do is sit around,
it should show them they have the time and really need to.
does that make sense.
also every year there is a 500 meter sprint the cox's compete against each other win
I want to win it, or atleast not do bad

I am unsure how having cody will affect my year.
technically my life.
but I am hopeful.
i need to get my books soon so I can understand things well from the get go
being someone with aspirations but who needs to get more skill

I know this doesnt make sense to alot of people
since only people from home read this, and there is no crew there
I have a determined and competitive side to me
(as anyone who grew up with me knows)
and it goes well with what is needed to do well in crew

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-07-22T14:27:00

2009-07-22T18:48:24Z

i got a dog.
his name is cody.
he is a beagle/dash mix
i have condemned myself to no last minute trips
less money, and i'm not sure what im going to do with him when i go home
or when i have an internship or go away.
but he is such a good dog.
and he makes me so happy.
and im hoping everything works out.
i got him vaccinated yesterday.
taking him to the vet on monday and hopefully they can tell me his real age.
i got him for free.
i went hiking because of him.

one of my roommates wants to bring a cat.
cody seems to get along with him
but i dont want this kid to have a cat
because he wont clean the litter as often as i want
and it will stink.

my life has been good. i need to contact FYE and get a job.
fuck that shit. its boring
i'd rather walk dogs.
i have one lady whose dog i walk
im hoping she will pass on the info.

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-07-04T10:25:00

2009-07-04T14:39:21Z

happy fourth of july all.

i was supposed to go home this weekend
but i thought about the traffic
and last weekends drive home and back and how bad it was then
and i couldn't.
i felt really bad because i was coming home for my dads birthday
he was okay with it.
he has not gone to see me or pick me up from school cause of traffic.

my camp job is going crazy well
i am having alot of fun
i really like the people who row
and the community in general.
It's in the twn over from Worcester, a five minute drive
and the association that organizes stuff on the lake is called the QRA
the town itself is called Shrewbury
everyone is really really friendly.
they are really happy adults and that gives me hope
i think no matter how old you are you need to have something
that is your own, and that you love.
i have joined this online coxing forum.
and i'm glad with this decision and it is a helpful site.

i like being in my apartment
and i like beng around anthony so much
he is such a cutie.
we've been making circuit board things together.
i do the robot job of putting all the little pieces in.
it's menial but i like to help.
and i have nothing else to do anyway

i meant to start working out this week
oh well.

i have an interview with radioshack on monday
please pray for me or something as i really need the money.
i have been working FYE almost three years
I'm going to ask for 9 or 10 dollars an hour
it's hard because they caught me at an awkward time
next weekend i'm coming home to see my dad
and pick up stuff from home
also the week after (july 13) the camp i work at is longer
until like 4:30.
i'm going to have to tell them right at the interview
and i hope it doesn't ruin my chances
i'd like to be done with FYE and paid more.
FYE does have an opening (supposibly) in august
but they are ass clowns, i need money now, and it's not even for sure
that and i hate the fucking company. i want something new
also the radio shack is alot closer.

i hope everyone from back home is doing really well.
i really want you guys to visit me, even if its just for a day or so.
if i get that job it might be harder to
try soon : (
granted, i know everyone i know has a busy life
and needs money like whoa.
because who doesn't.

chasethe1uwant @ 2009-06-28T09:47:00

2009-06-28T13:51:16Z

so i never used to watch dumb shows or mtv
anthony used to all the time
now there is two shows on mtv i really like to watch
"is she really going out with him" and
"16 and pregnant."
and i just thought of the reason why
cause in the past i really haven't done the best job of chosing boys
i've made mistakes with my judgement and what i could expect.
and i've gotten hurt
but atleast i have never gotten with guys like these
my boys have atleast had some brains to them
and weren't complete duchebags.
just dumb boys.
also I have never gotten pregnant or had a pregnancy scare.
so that's pretty sweet.
and if it was to happen i would definittly handle it better than
those girls have.
they are retarted.